More thoughts i guess

I was talking about this last night and what's the deal human minds? Why do we think of things the way we do? We talk about endings in life and processes and events; this ends that ends or looking forward something has a due date or expiration date? Why do we get hung up on these things, isn't it possible to look beyond the end? I know it sounds stupid at first, but anything? Why not. Maybe its a dumb thought, but I like it a lot better than ending things, its all just a change in the game anyway isn't it? The day ends a new one begins, with death comes life, sadness comes happiness. I always thought it grand that a refresh was natural to the world. Plants die in the winter, come back in the spring. New earth refreshes old with volcanoes, a forest burns down and a new one grows. Maybe that's enough blabbing for now. I'll get back into cooler things with my next post.

Well I had a post going but with my awesome luck it crashed and well here we are. I doubt anyone will see this, atleast not for a good while, but i'll put pretty much anything on here so heads up for boredom and other awesome things.

I'm hoping writing about this next thing will help in a process we all have gone through or will encounter at some times in our lives: death. I havent been able to stop thinking about this all day, not that i want to forget but its just hit me like bus hitting a building. I found out today a friend of mine from highschool died afew days ago and it just shook the world up. 25 years old and he's just gone. We were both in orchestra, he was older than me and graduated before me obviously, a funny guy walkung the eartg to his own rhythm; we were more aquaintences i suppose but either way just a terribly sad thing to happen and hearing of this at such a young age just gets you thinking. about everything. Not only about the news of this, or or this being someone i know, or a death in general but it has really made me stop. And niw i'm evaluating my life, ive made plenty of mistakes, havent lived every moment as one should, taking life for granted too. Careless. And then it goes back to him, why did he die? He shouldnt have. Yes its not the first time someone i've known has passed on but for some reason theres a whole different feeling from this other than a great sorrow. Its just weird. I hope he's in a better place. Rest in peace.

Not the first post i was originally thinking but it is what it is. Well it looks my first post did work and I'm just too much of a genius.

First post, again..

Well its not my first blog, but I abandoned my last one and  realized that was dumb. I'll pass on the awkward first blog posts and hop back into it. I pretty much post anything, and will probably repost some old stuff. :begin blog: