Well I had a post going but with my awesome luck it crashed and well here we are. I doubt anyone will see this, atleast not for a good while, but i'll put pretty much anything on here so heads up for boredom and other awesome things.

I'm hoping writing about this next thing will help in a process we all have gone through or will encounter at some times in our lives: death. I havent been able to stop thinking about this all day, not that i want to forget but its just hit me like bus hitting a building. I found out today a friend of mine from highschool died afew days ago and it just shook the world up. 25 years old and he's just gone. We were both in orchestra, he was older than me and graduated before me obviously, a funny guy walkung the eartg to his own rhythm; we were more aquaintences i suppose but either way just a terribly sad thing to happen and hearing of this at such a young age just gets you thinking. about everything. Not only about the news of this, or or this being someone i know, or a death in general but it has really made me stop. And niw i'm evaluating my life, ive made plenty of mistakes, havent lived every moment as one should, taking life for granted too. Careless. And then it goes back to him, why did he die? He shouldnt have. Yes its not the first time someone i've known has passed on but for some reason theres a whole different feeling from this other than a great sorrow. Its just weird. I hope he's in a better place. Rest in peace.

Not the first post i was originally thinking but it is what it is. Well it looks my first post did work and I'm just too much of a genius.